21st August
Sorry for writing late. The past few days have been very hard for me. After getting many good reviews for the "Exit", there were some gloomy moments in my life. The moments have everything to do with my Work in IT.
When you are not able to perform a task given to you and all the senior people are in no mood to accept all your VALID reasons,they play with your confidence, peace of mind. For me one more factor, I couldn't spend time with my girl friend, then this feeling is bound to occur.
I normally don't get scared as I have a huge patience factor in me and I wait for the correct time to show my true colors, but this time it was the task I had no idea about. But this time it was coz of 2 reasons :-
1) I was not familiar with the coding BUT I mentioned in my interview very Confidently "Yes I can handle this language." But the truth is i don't know squat about javascript.
2) This was my first under pressure experience and that too with respect too technical stuff. So first time does teach you something and provides you with some experience. I will remember this experience as it motivates me too work more hard so that I can leave this job asap.
Well this being said about my hardships, but still there were some happy moments. Top on my list is my Third Month Anniversary with my girlfriend. She is the one whose one glimpse makes my day, motivates me, strengthens me and does excite the romantic side in me. I do love her and am very happy to have her in my life.
She gifted me a poster of "Rocky Balboa" as she knows he is one of the motivational people whose determination I envy and I look up to him as my role model .
After the anniversary she narrated me some amazing facts related to mind. I think I can use that plot in my upcoming story.
Apart from that, I sent the screenplay of "It's 7:33 PM" in Blue Cat Screenplay competition.
I borrowed money from Sanket for that. The main point behind that, even though if I don't win an award, but at least my screenplay would get a thorough review from them.
Lets see what will happen. Rest my fingers are crossed....
When you are not able to perform a task given to you and all the senior people are in no mood to accept all your VALID reasons,they play with your confidence, peace of mind. For me one more factor, I couldn't spend time with my girl friend, then this feeling is bound to occur.
I normally don't get scared as I have a huge patience factor in me and I wait for the correct time to show my true colors, but this time it was the task I had no idea about. But this time it was coz of 2 reasons :-
1) I was not familiar with the coding BUT I mentioned in my interview very Confidently "Yes I can handle this language." But the truth is i don't know squat about javascript.
2) This was my first under pressure experience and that too with respect too technical stuff. So first time does teach you something and provides you with some experience. I will remember this experience as it motivates me too work more hard so that I can leave this job asap.
Well this being said about my hardships, but still there were some happy moments. Top on my list is my Third Month Anniversary with my girlfriend. She is the one whose one glimpse makes my day, motivates me, strengthens me and does excite the romantic side in me. I do love her and am very happy to have her in my life.
She gifted me a poster of "Rocky Balboa" as she knows he is one of the motivational people whose determination I envy and I look up to him as my role model .
After the anniversary she narrated me some amazing facts related to mind. I think I can use that plot in my upcoming story.
Apart from that, I sent the screenplay of "It's 7:33 PM" in Blue Cat Screenplay competition.
I borrowed money from Sanket for that. The main point behind that, even though if I don't win an award, but at least my screenplay would get a thorough review from them.
Lets see what will happen. Rest my fingers are crossed....
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